everybody thinks that i am happy doing that?
NO.
Once i say it, i know what will happen. I knew it.
But now it hurts so much. Doubly much.
Seriously do u realize that i risk saying that?
Because i risk it for you.
i dont say that to make things worse.
I say it for both best interest.
I also know its inevitable for fup crap to come in.
But i didnt expect wat crude remarks i ve got.
If u really read what someone wrote, how wonderful.
Maybe i can tell u. Someone WON.
First class. Attitude good. People on ya side. Best Bf in the whole world. Best friend in the world.
Delete all the evidence. Make people think that i am the bad guy.
Seriously, what more can i ask from, from people like you.
Now i finally understood the existence of you this kinda person.
Karma will bestow who ? Me?
Act, disappointed to see someone actually kinda betrayed u.
Do u uds how miserable am i?
No. cause i just kept it inside.
Receiving criticism is alright. When someone disppoint u twice, its not.
I just held it in. When i saw people close that wanna comfort me.
I almost cldnt bear with holding.
No, i am no longer a kid. I cant cry it out.
Maybe i can only when i am alone.
Thanks to those who care.
But i am giving up.
I am not needed you see…
I stay for what, only to make things worse.
I am here for what, when u have tons of friends.
Twice is enough. I cant take it.
I keep losing things nowadays, maybe losing anthr one is inevitable.
As long as you are happy, i will give u all my blessing.
People used to call us twins.
I come to think of it, i think i lost my twin ):
I thought i didnt, but now i think i did.
And i am fucking upset abt it. But who cares?
Now i dont know how to go to sch with a brave front and a happy face.
I would love to be alone. Just like what someone said.
I am also selfish now.
I know how hard u tried. I know how diff. the situation u are in.
I will make things easier.
By choosing for you.
Losing a bestfriend is better than losing a companion for a lifetime.
This time round he is absolutely right.
