It’s like I thought we are alright already?
Nothing come across my mind…everything was like normal to me.
I sincerely hope for the best, i was minding my own business and this came about.
I dont get it seriously.
When today comes this temperamental part.
Like I am irritating? WTH.
First is nice, second is rude attitude.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG LA!
Like split personality change. so weird!
PLUS I didnt even do anything AT ALL.
(maybe not the first time or am i paranoid? Nope, third party can see that as well, so its well proven i am not)
You changed. A lot. You are even the least expected person on my list to change.
I jolly well know the reason why. But i have no rights to comment. Lest someone thinks that i am trying to stir trouble.
It’s not that i am afraid. I am never afraid of anyone because i didnt do anything wrong.
I just wanna make myself stay out of the boundary, when ppl can pull me in as if i spoilt the rs when i did not.
With all your naked eyes, please look closer who spoilt it. With all your naked eyes,please look who is the right friend to standby with.
Are you gonna just stick to your friend, even though he/she is wrong? Or are you gonna let the person know what he/she did is wrong?
Standby friends who did wrong, is the most silliest thing to do because that will be showing everyone that you are not rational too.
Most truthful friends are those who dare to voice opinion and change you for the better, guide u to the right path. Thats then true friends.
People can go around spreading bad things about me. Who cares. My conscience is clear.
I am not afraid of you like everybody else.
I can say it right now that i changed too.
My tolerance level is low now. I admit that.
But do you how much i tolerate for your sake? NO.
I rather you tell me things. I rather u asked me if you are in doubt.
There is nothing to hide.
Why do you need time? time for?
To tell me u dont need me as best?
Time to tell me things? (then it will probably be too late)
I guess I can probably see it through ya conduct.
Needless to say, i understand. I wont stay either.
Better off like that for both of us.
You wont have so much things to consider about.
Go on.
Who is there when you needed someone? A ghost?
For all these years, nothing is much more impt than your love.
For all these years of fs, our journey through teens, our memories will always stay as lovely memories.
Its true. Boyfriend can stay forever, maybe even become your future.
For me? As bestfriend? I cant stay forever yup and perhaps in your eyes, i dont deserve even a single fair treatment from you.
So, what’s the point for me to stay? There is no reason.
At this point of time, i still wanna say i really wish all the best for both.
Somebody won. Be glad huh.
Because i give up.
Certain things even 1000000 proves and evidence, is never enough to change your mind.
Unless you feel it yourself.
I used to shed my tears, lack of sleep just because u are my best.
Maybe i am not good enough. Nearly 8 yrs of fs, is not good enough to prove you that i am worthy of you as best.
It’s okay. its okay. its okay.
Dont need to explain. I understand.
I just hope at least, i can survive well this year.
