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I am still hanging onto you…

Posted: February 20, 2011 in Uncategorized

I do not know the reason why. I just hold onto you because i just want to. I just tell myself, everyone has their flaws, its normal, for u too. Because i love you as my bestfriend and those things we have been through. I still dont believe what people say about you because i [...]

Seriously

Posted: February 17, 2011 in Uncategorized

You dont know how disappointed I am in you nowdays. Take the wed for example, tue night: I asked u out to study, u just said u have something on with a church friend. okay. I understand. Wed came and aft lesson: I asked where are u going and what bus are u taking. Still [...]

If you

Posted: January 16, 2011 in Uncategorized

never gonna let someone into your heart, no one will ever understand you. Same thing goes for your mind.

The phobia

Posted: January 15, 2011 in Uncategorized

of facing you. ever again. I hate going this again. the heartache. ))))))))))))): Sometimes i wish i never existed.

Protected: dear diary,

Posted: December 11, 2010 in Uncategorized

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

Emotions overwhelming

Posted: November 12, 2010 in Uncategorized

I m having this feeling of anger, sadness, miserable & hatred(smtg I nv have before) in me. More of disliking myself alot. So gonna give up on everytg soon. Soon soon. Hate it. Hate me for the time being for feeling lyk this. And gonna dwell in my own thoughts. Seriously don’t care don’t bother [...]

Had a great time

Posted: October 14, 2010 in Uncategorized

With N,M,S,PQ,P,WT, though it’s just to have a short dinner. Life hasnt been so fun after the last hang out with everyone at Hardrock Cafe. Lets go catch some soffty soon ((:

I dont know man.

Posted: October 11, 2010 in Uncategorized

It’s like I thought we are alright already? Nothing come across my mind…everything was like normal to me. I sincerely hope for the best, i was minding my own business and this came about. I dont get it seriously. When today comes this temperamental part. Like I am irritating? WTH. First is nice, second is [...]

i thought i can manage it.

Posted: September 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

everybody thinks that i am happy doing that? NO. Once i say it, i know what will happen. I knew it. But now it hurts so much. Doubly much. Seriously do u realize that i risk saying that? Because i risk it for you. i dont say that to make things worse. I say it [...]

Fup

Posted: September 29, 2010 in Uncategorized

When ppl didnt know my grandma was having a tough time operating in hospital. I was at the hospital everyday. I love my grandma that’s why. Do u think i will lose my focus during exam? No. Because no one understand what i have been going through during the exam period. No one. So if [...]